going to-activity

I state it: packing brought a deep connection with a world I had left in boxes, wardrobes, for years, it gives emotional response to a situation that seemed wayward and undirected- I’ve felt sort of hostage to the moment. Getting prepared for moving gave me that emotional response that comes from the very core of my being, and packing directed me…gave me the response: how should I perceive the world? Dynamically.

I believe in the rebirth of the emotions I thought I’d left in boxes, I have confidence in my virtues and in  the triumph of my best purposes.

What do I understand of this going to-activity? An initial response would be one that reflected on a force that drives me to act, react, with dedication, something that brings me under its influence, and I refer to a primary dynamic engagement between myself and energy; my purposes are the material of what I do. Everything is temporary, yet me, yet all the stuff I’m leaving here or bringing with me, so what am I, but something dynamic in its continuous, dynamic de- and construction?