Uncontrollable ability of daydreaming.

The grip of uncontrollable ability of daydreaming …I am unable to achieve the necessary transformation in action and words.  I possess.... the characteristic to which I am alluding, I am a daydreamer, and have always found it impossible to describe things I image to other people; I have always found myself, intentionally or involuntarily, assuming the attitude of imagining a parallel context ( which does not exist, and through whose fantasy world I keep on daydreaming in).  Consequently, enormous emotional conflicts plague my eyes once I am back to reality. How can I express the mood of grace, beauty, and happiness, expressed in images and fantasies, that is most characteristic of my love about daydreaming.

I wish to write to what this may be due by predisposition  or aspect and am therefore interested in taking other people part of my fantasy worlds.
Ok, now Imagine coming home and finding a free ticket for a travel (talk to your eyes asleep with the empty promise of travelling, where would you like to be brought to?)