There is
something beautiful about moving. I’ve been in this town for three years , I’ve
learnt a lot, engaging myself with a
wide variety of domains, from painting to writing, swimming to chant, meeting
new, good, close friends to loosing tracks of other ones in Como. Rather than giving
a view on me and fragmentation of thought, this re-thinking, over-thinking about
moving confirms the permanent circle of life, of human experience. I haven’t
packed anything yet but I’m doing it soon, once I finish my thesis. Aw, I feel
very satisfied about it.
Going away has a characteristic it shares with that of
another activity, going to somewhere.
I’ve crossed some limits in various ways: literally, by going to Lisbon in my
twenties and settling down in Trieste; but this activity, moving, on a sensitive
level, for me has acted as mind-opener. Shortly after my coming to this house, I
had to learn again how to share an apartment; how to cope with other people’s
routines, thoughts, habits, and later I started even loving the people I lived
with, sometimes missing them, sometimes detesting them, above all I’ve anytime
loved them, even at disastrous times when few feelings of love could be available
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More
recently, I’ve focused on planning my future, thus relating my old worries about
the unexpected and linking the ideas that I might be having something better. Why not?
Since Beauty
is the characteristic shared by both my mind and object of my research in daily
life, I should try to go further than I’ve done, and for this reason I should
be keeping myself open minded; and moving, appears well-suited to this purpose.
Moving provides
the primary material for innovations in life: the glimpse of Beauty, my best
intentions for my life, testimonies of my genuine thoughts, the unfinished reflections
on planning ..to name but a few. Yet the beloved aspect about innovations may
well be a solid, realistic (real), thing- which I’m working on about. My wish is to evolved towards the things I love,
the Beauty, in my own words.
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