I will bear it.

The sun has gone down over Trieste, the city was in a beautiful and delightful light – I had a point in going to have a breath of air but I needed to do some packing . Again. I’ve got plenty of things packed in boxes, some of them are considerably futile. I shall be giving some stuff I use no more to friends who might enjoy them, I’d be glad to bestow on a friend the things have been important to me or sort of  precious ,in return I’ll be feeling free and able to move on. Let the old stuff hold on to the past and let myself move forward into new things- adventures, feeling, encounters, serenity, writing, travelling,.
My friend turns out to be kind and friendly how I wish he could see things from my point of view just to feel gratitude- which seems to be the only gift I can give him, with the exception of the rice cake. Today I did some cleaning and while I was waiting for the house to dry up, I sat on the sofa that my friend particularly likes, as we are on the side of a hill overlooking the city, which is in a valley.
I will bear it.
The fact of moving.
I still have one month left, and I’m going to spend my spare time wandering the avenues whether it's raining or a beautiful sun heats me.

It's a joy to think of the time I have, it’s a genuine pleasure to meet the people I love - and talking to them reminds me how I’ve met them. I’ll hug my friends, I’ll lean on my knees to say goodbye to the dogs I’ve met here in Trieste. I still have time to talk to my friends of here, to hear them laughing, to enjoy this house where I’m hosted, it’s a pleasure to cook the rice cake, the farinata, to came across and feed the strays cats here around. I still have time to improve singing though I haven't gone to the chorus for a while and I beg your pardon mates but I’ll be glad to meet you sober or drunk, and finish our conversations until you feel thirsty.  I’ll be having a stroll soon, I want to see Trieste this night, again, down in the valley, I want to hear people playing the guitar in Piazza Unità- tonight outside,in the rain or under meteorites that may fall down.

Yes.
I will bear it.
The fact of having still time.